Monday, October 02, 2006

the hardest thing I've ever done, again

And this time he's deleted off my phone.

This time I will remember why.

This time I will force myself to stop thinking of our life together that will not be. I will shred the immigration documents and stop listening to BBC Africa.

This time I will not feel guilt.

This time I will not allow myself to miss him.

This time "sorry" will not be enough.

2 comments:

bellygrrrl said...

Oh my god! What happended? Are you okay? I'm so sorry! Let's talk about it.

bellygrrrl said...

happendeded?--dur!